9 months... i've been damn so busy with work and didn't even bother to check this e-journal. Whew! what a shame...

 It's been 9 months since I started hating to write... I don't want to document my thoughts and my feelings anymore... I don't want to think... I don't want to learn... I don't want to understand...

But then, I am who I am... my past... my present... my future... I will always be the same...

so here I am again laying my thoughts on this not so fancy journal...

I am overflowing with feelings... I am overflowing with ideas...yet I cannot write...

I'm happy now, happier than I was a year before... now I realized how it feels to learn to appreciate tha pains you had before... I'm loving my past, my present, and will love much my future...

I'm happier now...